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  Leah, though, was so much more. Her beauty radiated from the inside out. She was sweet and kind, and I felt like a letch who would ultimately taint her goodness.

  She turned to me and frowned. “You have that look again.”

  “What look?”

  “Like you’re about to throw me out for my own good.”

  I should, but I was asshole enough to take what I could, at least for this one night. “I’m not going to throw you out, even though it would be for your own good.” I sighed. “Leah—”

  “I know, Sebastian. You don’t want me to get attached. This is just sex.”

  I hated how that sounded. Coming from her, it sounded like so much less than what it was, and yet that’s all it was. I couldn’t offer her more.

  “Have some food.” I nodded toward the plate of cheese and fruit.

  She came to sit next to me, taking a slice of apple and cheese.

  We sat quietly in the dark room, lit only by the moon outside. I watched her for a moment, in awe of her beauty and kindness, and poleaxed by my reaction to her. Never before had a woman so completely turned me inside out.

  “Are you ready for graduation?” I asked her.

  She nodded. “My thesis is about done. As long as I get a good review on my internship.” She frowned. “I suppose it could be construed that I slept my way to a good grade.”

  I tugged on a short blonde curl, surprised by my gesture. I wasn’t a touchy-feely man. “You’ve done a superb job, Leah. But in the future, perhaps you can resist seducing the boss.”

  She laughed. “I don’t think that will happen again.”

  “I suppose it will be the boss seducing you.” The idea of it made my gut roil. I couldn’t stand the idea of another man touching her.

  She shrugged and then turned to me. “I didn’t choose you because you’re my boss.”

  “Oh?” I knew I should put the kibosh on this topic. It wasn’t wise to hear the truth about why she chose me. I couldn’t afford to let this become more than physical enjoyment for her.

  “I’ve had a crush on you since you hit on me at my dad’s holiday party when we first met.”

  I winced. “I didn’t know you were Henry’s daughter then. Or only nineteen.” Although I should have guessed. Leah looked young. At the time, I was sleeping, or more accurately, fucking, my nights away with any willing woman.

  “Too bad for me. I might have lost my V-card sooner.”

  I laughed. “You can’t tell me you haven’t had other opportunities.”

  She turned her body toward me, pulling her legs underneath her. She was buried in my robe, and yet somehow, she still looked sexy. “I guess I did. But only you made me hot.”

  I barked out a laugh. It amazed me how honest and open she was. There was no guile. No hidden agenda. Just Leah.

  “This old man still has it.” I finished my wine.

  “You’re not old, Sebastian.” She cocked her head. “Does the age difference bother you?”

  “Only when I think about it.” I nodded to her nearly empty wine glass. “Want more?”

  She shook her head and put the glass on the coffee table. “Does the age bother you or that you’re friends with my father?”

  I sighed. “Your being Henry’s daughter bothers me more. I feel like I’m betraying him, Leah. I don’t like it. But I can’t seem to help it. What the fuck is it about you?”

  She smiled and it was so bright it made my heart stop for a second. Then it turned coy as she took my wine glass and set it on the table. “Time for a lesson.”

  Immediately, my dick perked up.

  “I want to be on top. Can I?”

  I nodded toward my lap, where my cock was full and hard pushing my robe open.

  She looked at him and licked her lips, causing me to groan.

  “But first.” She leaned over and took my dick in her mouth.

  “Fuck, Leah.” I watched her head bob up and down, letting my fingers slide through the silky strands of her hair. She worked my dick, licking around the rim and sliding down taking as much as she could into her mouth.

  I slipped my hand under her body and drew my fingers through her pussy folds. Her hips ground against my fingers and she moaned around my dick, the hum sending a shot of electricity through me.

  I pressed a finger inside her wet pussy and she released my cock from her mouth, stroking him with her hand as she started to ride my fingers.

  “I want this inside me,” she said as she squeezed my dick.

  I reached into the pocket of my robe where I’d thought ahead enough to toss in a couple of condoms. I pulled one out, ripping open the packet and then rolling the prophylactic over my dick.

  “Take what you want, baby.”

  She straddled my thighs, looking a bit hesitant. I was about to offer advice, when she positioned herself over my cock.

  “Take your time, Leah.” I caressed her thighs. In reality, I wanted her to impale herself on me, but she was still new at this, and I couldn’t imagine that she wasn’t sore.

  She rubbed the head of my cock through her pussy folds and then slowly settled over him, taking him in, inch by torturously slow inch. I bit my lip to keep from lifting my hips and finishing the job.

  Her hands gripped my shoulders as she eased down, slid up, and then eased down further. It felt fucking awesome. I wasn’t usually a man who took his time during sex. I’d tried, sometimes, to be slow with her knowing it was still new to her, but normally, I was a man who plunged in, came, and then was out. This slow form of sex was new to me, and while it was deliciously pleasurable, it was also maddening.

  To distract myself, I pushed her robe aside and leaned in to suck her hard, distended nipple.

  “Oh, Sebastian.” She sank deeper on me.

  I took the nipple between my teeth and lightly tugged and then sucked it hard. She cried out and took me in deeper.

  “Take it all, baby. Fuck, take it all.” I shifted my body toward the edge of the couch so I could go deeper.

  “You’re so big… God you fill me up.”

  Finally, I was all the way in and it felt like heaven. I gripped her head and pulled her to me, my lips devouring hers. Now that I’d tasted her once, I was addicted to that too. She tasted like wine and Leah, and I wondered how I’d ever stop craving her mouth, her pussy, her sweet personality.

  She moaned, and her pussy gripped my cock.

  “Ride me, baby. Make me come.” My voice was hoarse with need and desire beyond any I could ever remember feeling.

  With her gaze holding mine, her hands on my shoulders, she rose over me and then lowered, sliding that sweet tight pussy over my cock.

  “Fuck yes, so good Leah.” I held her hips, but let her take the lead, moving at her own pace, even though it was all I could do to rein in my need to toss her on her back and pound at her until I came.

  “Suck my tits, Sebastian.”

  Ah fuck… now she was talking dirty and my dick nearly exploded. I cupped her beautiful globes in my hands and leaned forward sucking one and then the other. Each time I drew her nipple in my mouth, her pussy contracted around me, and I swore I saw stars.

  “Oh God.” Her breath hitched up, and her hips began to ride me faster.

  “Yes, Leah… fuck make me come… I need to come.” I gripped her hips again and started to move with her. Thrusting up to meet her each time she sucked me into her pussy.

  She was panting now, her head tossed back exposing her graceful neck. It was so fucking beautiful. I wanted to watch her longer, but need coiled tight in my balls, and I was about to come.

  “Come Leah… come on my cock… fuck… come now.” I slid my finger over her hard clit and pressed.

  She screamed my name, and her pussy sucked me deep and hard into her body, launching me to the heavens. Hot pleasure spiked and radiated out to every nerve ending in my body, shooting a blinding white light behind my eyes.

  “Leah!” My hips thrust up and up an up as I came in a long tidal wave
of an orgasm until my body went limp.

  Finally, she fell forward, her head resting on my chest. For a moment, I stiffened. Normally, when orgasms were done, bodies parted. But Leah had sagged against me, and I was powerless against the urge to hold her. I slid my arms from her hips around her back, caressing her gently as her heart beat thundered against my chest.

  Even spent, her pussy continued to contract and spasm around my cock, sending aftershocks of pleasure through me.

  “Is it always like that?” She murmured against my neck.

  I wanted to protect myself and lie. But like everything else with Leah, I seemed powerless to do so. “No, baby. This is better.”

  14

  Leah

  There was something different about Sebastian, something that made me think we’d turned a corner, but I didn’t want to trust it. We were in his apartment, away from the world. It was possible, in fact probable, that back in the real world, he’d push me away again.

  I wanted to talk to him, get to know him even better, but he seemed to resist that, so we communicated in the way that worked best for him; with our bodies.

  After riding his cock on the couch, Sebastian offered me ice cream, and then proceeded to show me the sensual delights of ice cream sundaes consumed off a body. I came just from his sucking chocolate syrup off my tits. When it was my turn, I sucked his dick, enjoying the taste of his warm cum mixed with chocolate and whipped cream.

  Then we took a shower together, and Sebastian took me from behind. Thank god he was strong, because his arm wrapped around me was the only thing that kept me sinking to the floor when my legs turned to jello as I came.

  After, he laid me in his bed, and I must have fallen asleep, because when I opened my eyes again, the sun was starting to peek in through his window. I turned to Sebastian’s side of the bed, but he wasn’t there. I was disappointed, but not surprised. It would probably feel too intimate to him to wake up together the morning after. I wondered if he even slept in the same bed with me.

  I laid there for a moment, trying to shore up my emotional strength for when he kicked me out, as I was certain he would. While I understood his position, I hated that he couldn’t see what he could have. For me, this was more than sex. He’d been married before, so it wasn’t like he was incapable of a loving commitment. But I also knew my father had a beautiful marriage, and he’d never been able to open up to another woman since my mother’s death. Perhaps it was that way for Sebastian too..

  Sebastian’s reluctance toward emotional connection seemed different from my father’s though, and I wondered why that was. Or maybe it was just as he said; he didn’t want to risk his company or my father’s friendship. In the end, regardless of the reason, I’d have to accept Sebastian’s wishes. If he sent me packing today, I’d have to respect that and move on.

  It was Sunday, so I didn’t have to hurry. I stretched and as I did, I saw him in the doorway. His robe was open, his long, thick cock jetting out, his hand slowly stroking it as his dark eyes watched me.

  I quirked a brow. “Starting without me?”

  “It didn’t seem like you were ever going to wake up.”

  “Is it late?”

  “Seven.”

  That was early in my book. “Are you just going to stand there and jack off?” Not that I would mind. I was fascinated by Sebastian’s cock.

  He released himself and stalked toward the bed like a panther on the prowl. “I’m hungry this morning.”

  My pussy tingled knowing that meant he wanted to go down on me.

  “How about you?” He kneeled on the bed next to me, his dick near my lips.

  I snaked my tongue out and lapped at his tip. “I love how you taste, Sebastian.”

  He was quick and sure as he picked me up, maneuvering me so my pussy was over his mouth, and my face was staring at his dick, in what I’d heard was called the 69 position. Arousal spread like warm honey through my body.

  “You’re already wet, Leah. Wet for me.”

  I looked between my legs as Sebastian pulled my hips down and his tongue slid through my folds.

  “Oh yes…” God his tongue felt so good on me. Soft and warm, and other times thick and hard. The things that man could do with his tongue were amazing. It made me forget that I was supposed to be blowing him.

  “Suck my dick, Leah.”

  I wrapped my hand around his thick cock, and brought my lips to his tip, sucking it into my mouth.

  He moaned against my pussy, the sensation reverberating through my body and making me gasp. His mouth licked and sucked at my pussy, making it hard to do anything but enjoy it.

  “Fuck my dick with your mouth,” he said.

  I sucked it deeper in my mouth, bobbing my head over him.

  “Fuck… that’s good, Leah.” Then he thrust his tongue inside me, and I had to release him, as my breath came in fast gasps. I continued to stroke him with my hand, as my hips ground into his mouth.

  “Make me come Sebastian… oh God so good…” His tongue flicked over my clit and then he sucked it into his mouth and sparks shot through my body as my pussy convulsed in pleasure.

  I was just about back down from the high of the orgasm, when he rolled us, and switched his position. On my back, he straddled my hips and laid his dick on my chest, nuzzling his tip against one of my nipples.

  “Your pussy juice is delicious.”

  I looked up at him, his mouth and chin were coated with my essence. I felt bad that I hadn’t been able to focus enough to make him come.

  “I love your cum too.”

  His dark eyes flashed with heat. “I’m going to fuck your tits and then your mouth. You okay with that?”

  I nodded, not sure how one went about fucking tits, but with Sebastian, I was game for anything.

  He pressed his dick against my lips. “Get him wet with your mouth.”

  I opened my mouth, and he pressed inside. I used my tongue to coat his dick.

  “Fuck your mouth is hot.” He closed his eyes as he slowly fucked my mouth. Finally, he withdrew and lay his dick between my breasts. “Push your tits together around my cock.”

  I did as he asked, and my breasts swallowed his dick in between them. Slowly he pushed in and out between my breasts. When he thrust forward, his dick would peer out from the top of my breasts. I snaked my tongue out and laved his tip.

  He hissed. “Fuck yes, Leah.” His eyes were intense and blazing hot as he watched his dick fuck my tits. “So fucking hot.” He picked up the pace, thrusting faster.

  I tried to press my breasts together harder to give him more friction.

  “Oh yeah baby…”

  I slid my hand under him, massaging his balls.

  He jerked. “Fuck yes… Jesus… so good…” He pumped a few more times and then withdrew his dick. “Suck my cock, Leah. Make me come in your hot mouth.”

  He held his dick, guiding it to my mouth. I opened, letting him slide in as I pressed my lips against the hot, hard skin.

  “Oh fuck…”

  I continued to massage his balls as he pumped in and out of my mouth. I used my other hand, wrapping around the base of his dick to give him more friction. His cock grew thicker and harder with each pump.

  I slid my hand to the soft skin behind his balls and pressed and rubbed.

  “I’m gonna come…” He growled. “Fuck here it comes.” He thrust in, nearly making me gag as hot liquid coated the back of my throat. I sucked harder, squeezed my hand tighter.

  He groaned and shot another load in my mouth. “Fuck so good…” He withdrew then and pushed my hand a way as he wrapped his hand around his cock and jacked off, sending more of his semen spraying on my tits.

  “Rub it in your tits.”

  I used my fingers to massage his cum on my breasts.

  “Yes, so fucking hot.” He yanked his cock, and more cum shot out. I was coated in his essence when he finally sat back on his heels to catch his breath. Then he spread out over me, and his mouth sucked on my ti
ts coated in his cum.

  My pussy contracted again at how erotic this was. I’d known there were different ways to have sex, but I’d always thought the messy wild ways were for porn and not something regular people did. On the other hand, Sebastian had a successful business selling sexual satisfaction. So maybe this was out of the norm. I couldn’t imagine my father and mother doing the things Sebastian and I had done.

  He continued to suck one nipple and then the other, each tug of his lips making my pussy grow hotter and needier until my hips were gyrating.

  He lifted his head to look at me. “Touch yourself, Leah.”

  I liked it better when he did it, but I complied, sliding my fingers through my folds and pressing against my clit. He levered back and watched as I touched myself.

  “Keep going.” He got up from the bed and went to his closet and then came back. He had a rubber ring on his finger with nubby raised area. He pressed the side of the nubby area and it hummed in vibration.

  “Put this on.” He slipped the cock ring on my middle finger, turning the nubby side in toward my hand. “Now fuck yourself, Leah. I want to watch you make yourself come.”

  I was self-conscious but how many times had I seen him jack off? I could do this. I inserted my finger into my pussy. The vibrating nubby part hit my clit, and I cried out as pleasure shot up.

  He knelt next to me, sliding his hand over his growing cock. “That’s right, fuck yourself Leah.”

  I slid my finger in again and again, and other times I just pressed the vibrating toy against my clit, letting it ratchet my need higher and higher, as I watched Sebastian pleasure himself.

  “Don’t you have a toy?” I asked, knowing I was close to coming but not quite ready to let myself go.

  “You want to see me come with a toy?”

  I nodded.

  He got up, and I marveled at his dick that stood out, bobbing as he walked to his closet again. He came back with a toy that looked like a pussy attached to a clear tube. He also had a tube of lube that he used to coat his dick.